We put our best out there. Explain our truths, our lies and why we are flawed. Divulge our secrets, let down our mask and breath. But just for a moment. Then the wall goes up. The sentences are short. Words get colder and secrets are never spoken of. The moments we allow ourselves to give…
To Change or Remain the Same…
I have an opportunity. I have a chance to do something fun, something that I have done before, something where I can really be myself and get paid for it. Isn't that really what we want out of life? To get paid based on qualities you already have and not having to pretend that you…
Provocative thought of the day…
I found something very entertaining while I was sitting in the airport this morning. Men, they can get away with so much. "I'm good with the ladies" and we all laugh. It seemed as though we all thought it was cute that he said such a thing... Are men just the puppies of our lives?…
.simple.
This morning I get to work and I'm sitting here thinking, "wow, I really shared a lot with this person" The more I thought the more the tears started to well up in my eyes. I haven't know him for very long and there is a lot that I don't know about him. I haven't…
Gravity
It's funny looking back now. "WHY?! Why are you ending this!" He screamed at me. Asking me the unheard of questions that you just don't ask a girl who has completely given up. "Gravity." I replied with a smile on my face. I had been in the bathroom packing to go home for the weekend.…
When?
I've come to a conclusion... I AM NOT READY FOR A RELATIONSHIP!!! I'm so tiered of everyone wanting to take things so fast! What happened to getting to know someone? What happened to limits? Boundaries? What happened to hard-earned love? In all honesty I don't know if I will ever feel what I did again.…
Fucked up again… Surprised?
I knew the distance wouldn't work... more or less I knew that if he didn't fight for me, I wasn't going to even try. I got crushed once... it hurt, bad. I've had a lot of time to think... I hide a lot from my partner. Whenever something is going wrong in my own personal…
Us Woman…
Tonight my roommate/best friend came home. I left the garage light on like a good friend... Well I thought I was being a good friend. Turns out when you leave a light on for someone, you are also expected to walk outside and turn it off. As she walked up the way to the door,…
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