For years- I have been impressed with this woman. But why? Was it her fierce freedom? Inspiring young woman to do whatever the hell they wanted without fear of being told "you're a girl, you can't do that"? Was it her smile? Her "vibe"? Legends NEVER die. She was all of that and more. Today…
A note you’ll never see
I tried. I went out. I had a good time. I didn't want it to end. When it ends is when your memory comes back. The routine. The fight. I posted smiles and luxury. But I'm crying in sweatpants and an old t-shirt. Reality is, you left me haunted. I'm plagued by the memories of…
How long?
How long? How long have I loved you? How long have your eyes danced off the light like emerald jewels? How long has your skin glistened off the TV light? How long has your hand accidently touched mine and sent a rush through my veins? How long has your presence startled me and taken my…
Alone
Another night. Another lonely night. There's peace when you're next to me. There's security. When you're gone, it's quiet. It's dark. It's... not the same. Something has happened and it's unsettling that I'm alright with it. I'm yours. There's no more fighting that... But do you know that you hold the best part of me?…
Oh Hey…
Oh hey, I love you. I know that forward but I feel like if I were to every leave this world unexpected. I would want you to know how much you meant to me. Your cologne is stained in my hair, I can still feel your skin on my finger tips and your eyes are…
Come through…
You should come through... Friday, Saturday, Sunday... wished for Monday... Hoped for Tuesday... The attention. The acknowledgment. Sunday, the sunset. Saturday, the win. Friday, the chance. "I'm conflicted and addicted, so come over and make up my mind" It lingers- that fire. Light me up and I'll burn for you.
Chasing Fire
I broke it. I had something really really good. I had loyalty and respect and I broke it. I have a subconscious that will try and demolish everything I have. She's a sad little girl living inside of me that holds the emotions that I don't like showing, talking about or dealing with. She holds…
Well… What now?
Something has happened... I feel. I feel everything. I see. I see everything. I hear. I hear everything. And it all because you have come into my life. You're presence, it draws my attention. The thought of you, it makes me focus. The longing for you, it draws me near. This is happening. What now?
What now?
Monday struck with truth. I had made a promise to be honest with another human but what about myself? Was I truly being honest with myself and my situation? There was a lot that I was holding on to and it wasn't because of that person, it was because it was things that I had…
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