I have an opportunity. I have a chance to do something fun, something that I have done before, something where I can really be myself and get paid for it. Isn't that really what we want out of life? To get paid based on qualities you already have and not having to pretend that you…
“Thinking of you”
My give a damn is really busted. I really thought that maybe I would get over what happened and give like a third chance but I really don't think that is going to happen. I'm ok forgetting everything happened. That switch has been turned off, I'm just done. Ready to move on to bigger and…
All Hallows’ Eve
Trick or treat smell my feet! It's Halloween in a small town. All the kids will be out dressed at their favorite animals and superheros and running up and down the street begging for just another candy bar. They'll come to your door and say with such delight "TRICK OR TREAT!!!" I've never really been…
Today I learned something…
Well I decided that I wasn't just going to have you tell my family how you feel. So I texted you... That was dumb. I find that history is repeating it's self. Someone who gave you everything you ever wanted, the lust, the lack of arguments, instant apology. Someone who is terrified to lose you.…
What does it mean?
Alright let's take a step back for a moment... A lot had happened in the last few weeks... I mean A LOT. But getting back to the basics... What is love? Now don't get me wrong, I know we all have our own definitions of the four letter word... But what do I believe love…
Move on already!
I sit here, day-to-day wondering what the f*** I am doing. I thought this was what I wanted. I thought this was something that was going to change my life and something that was going to pay off in the long run. I'll admit it, I was wrong. I was so sick of having it…
Truth
We had a moment. A moment of weakness. I felt so confused at what was going on and where I stood on everything and I just couldn't open up. I couldn't let go. Then he said something, something that brought it all out. He was blunt, he was honest and that blew me away. At…
Counting Stars
2014, What are you going to throw at me this year. Some times I get nervous. There's always something that comes up that really throws me for a loop. This year, I'm excited. I'm ready to make this year something that I can handle. Only allowing those in my life that fit, before it was…
Is it time yet?
Well I've always had this dream about moving away and starting my own life. Free of judgment, free of lies, and free of family. They always say that your family is there for you when your friends walk out and such. Well there's only a few people who have ever burned me so bad it…
Secrets
THEY ARE EVERYWHERE!!! "Oh you must be a trust fund kid" REALLY?! My father is a truck driver and my mother has been a stay at home mom for 21 years... I moved out 3 years ago... Do I really fake it that good that everyone thinks that everything is fine in my "perfect" little…
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