2014, What are you going to throw at me this year.

Some times I get nervous. There’s always something that comes up that really throws me for a loop.

This year, I’m excited.

I’m ready to make this year something that I can handle. Only allowing those in my life that fit, before it was always someone who “improved” my life. It never worked, it just made me feel like I wasn’t good enough.

I’ve started this year out right, I’ve met someone who actually “fits” in my life and makes me feel important. Like I actually matter. We live the same way and we are striving for the same things. Instead of chasing a lifestyle I thought I wanted, why not just stick with the one that’s working just fine?

2014 is going to be my year to make things right and do things the RIGHT way, not make stuff up in my head to make a situation seem “ok”.

Everything is going to be different from now on. I’m going to be who I want to be, do what I want to do and make my OWN mark on this world. I’m tired of everyone trying to be an influence on MY LIFE. I don’t think they understand that I try to listen, I just really don’t care what they are saying. You can’t possible tell a young girl in her 20’s what to do when all she’s ever wanted is independence from the rest of the world anyway.

I’m finally in a career that I’ve always wanted to be in, I have a life that I’ve wanted. YES, it’s tough but I’m making an honest living and I’m working hard like I should be. Meeting someone like I did wasn’t my plan, but it happened and I like him, I do.

I ready my horoscope for 2014 just because that’s something I like to do. It basically said exactly what I’m feeling. Which hey, at least the stars are on my side. =)

Here’s come a new year, a new person and a new outlook. No resolution.

“No more counting dollars, we’ll be counting stars” -One Republic

My new years song.

…LoveLife…