Oh hey, I love you. I know that forward but I feel like if I were to every leave this world unexpected. I would want you to know how much you meant to me. Your cologne is stained in my hair, I can still feel your skin on my finger tips and your eyes are…
Starting the fire…
I know that I talked about chasing the fire... and I was. I was chasing it hard. I wanted to feel it. I wanted to feel that passion, that closeness. I found it. I've felt it. Now I can't stop thinking about it. It's a choice, yes. I'm choosing to think about it. I'm choosing…
Come through…
You should come through... Friday, Saturday, Sunday... wished for Monday... Hoped for Tuesday... The attention. The acknowledgment. Sunday, the sunset. Saturday, the win. Friday, the chance. "I'm conflicted and addicted, so come over and make up my mind" It lingers- that fire. Light me up and I'll burn for you.
Chasing Fire
I broke it. I had something really really good. I had loyalty and respect and I broke it. I have a subconscious that will try and demolish everything I have. She's a sad little girl living inside of me that holds the emotions that I don't like showing, talking about or dealing with. She holds…
I’d say something but…
When I start with a lot had changed... that isn't even the half of it... I'm different. I'm afraid. I'm quiet and I'm alone. Not for lack of trying. I continue to try. I continue to make things work. But for what. I'm cursed and blessed with this ability to feel. Feel everything. Feel the…
Well… What now?
Something has happened... I feel. I feel everything. I see. I see everything. I hear. I hear everything. And it all because you have come into my life. You're presence, it draws my attention. The thought of you, it makes me focus. The longing for you, it draws me near. This is happening. What now?
Tonight 7.18.18
I don't wanna live for nothing, I just wanna be something. Come let me up, can you hear me now. You're sitting there in front of me, flawless. I was wondering today why I couldn't write anything when I'm incredibly happy... and maybe that just because that's the state that I'm always in when I'm…
Charcuterie Board
It's funny because I had no idea what it was. It's amazing because it was new, fresh, and quite tasty. It's perfect because it was you. No expectations, just us. Two people finding their way through the storm and enjoying the breath of fresh air that blows in with the presence of a kind human.…
**New
Something happens when you disconnect from one human and connect with another. There's a sense of the unknown, it's a little scary. There's a worry if they feel the same and then there's the process of getting to know another person all over again. Where they came from, where they want to go but most…
this.life 