What now?

Monday struck with truth. I had made a promise to be honest with another human but what about myself? Was I truly being honest with myself and my situation? There was a lot that I was holding on to and it wasn't because of that person, it was because it was things that I had…

I think…

I started writing on this site about 4 or 5 years ago and my reason for doing this was to get it all out there and let it go... So, here we go. I have my private posts because they are something that I can see and I can go back to so I remember…

Today I learned something…

Well I decided that I wasn't just going to have you tell my family how you feel. So I texted you... That was dumb. I find that history is repeating it's self. Someone who gave you everything you ever wanted, the lust, the lack of arguments, instant apology. Someone who is terrified to lose you.…