My hand is still bruised from the door that mouthed off when I was angry. My ego is bruised from losing my temper again. I don't know how to keep it locked up. It's overflowing with emotions and I'm so angry. When we're little, we think that our parents have it all figured out. We…
Jessi Combs | Legend
For years- I have been impressed with this woman. But why? Was it her fierce freedom? Inspiring young woman to do whatever the hell they wanted without fear of being told "you're a girl, you can't do that"? Was it her smile? Her "vibe"? Legends NEVER die. She was all of that and more. Today…
A note you’ll never see
I tried. I went out. I had a good time. I didn't want it to end. When it ends is when your memory comes back. The routine. The fight. I posted smiles and luxury. But I'm crying in sweatpants and an old t-shirt. Reality is, you left me haunted. I'm plagued by the memories of…
Here we are….
There's something that happened... self realization. Tantrums, outbursts, impulsive behavior. Understanding the last 29 years of life. Not only understanding but now trying to improve it. Taking someone from a pedestal of perfection and tearing them down to less than a peasant. Removing people because they didn't do what I wanted. And when told "no",…
How long?
How long? How long have I loved you? How long have your eyes danced off the light like emerald jewels? How long has your skin glistened off the TV light? How long has your hand accidently touched mine and sent a rush through my veins? How long has your presence startled me and taken my…
Alone
Another night. Another lonely night. There's peace when you're next to me. There's security. When you're gone, it's quiet. It's dark. It's... not the same. Something has happened and it's unsettling that I'm alright with it. I'm yours. There's no more fighting that... But do you know that you hold the best part of me?…
Oh Hey…
Oh hey, I love you. I know that forward but I feel like if I were to every leave this world unexpected. I would want you to know how much you meant to me. Your cologne is stained in my hair, I can still feel your skin on my finger tips and your eyes are…
What now?
Monday struck with truth. I had made a promise to be honest with another human but what about myself? Was I truly being honest with myself and my situation? There was a lot that I was holding on to and it wasn't because of that person, it was because it was things that I had…
So Much…
So much and in so little time. I don't get this. I don't understand it and in ways I don't want to understand it. There's a side of me that is hidden, there's a side that I don't show unless it's forced out. This afternoon, it came out. For years I've been the black sheep.…
Something cool
I've missed this. Being able to sit down and share my thoughts while still using a keyboard. Everyone is all about this touch screen life... I don't know that I'm all about that yet. I really do miss the times when I was growing up. Cell phones weren't something that everyone had or needed to…
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