My hand is still bruised from the door that mouthed off when I was angry. My ego is bruised from losing my temper again. I don't know how to keep it locked up. It's overflowing with emotions and I'm so angry. When we're little, we think that our parents have it all figured out. We…
A note you’ll never see
I tried. I went out. I had a good time. I didn't want it to end. When it ends is when your memory comes back. The routine. The fight. I posted smiles and luxury. But I'm crying in sweatpants and an old t-shirt. Reality is, you left me haunted. I'm plagued by the memories of…
Here we are….
There's something that happened... self realization. Tantrums, outbursts, impulsive behavior. Understanding the last 29 years of life. Not only understanding but now trying to improve it. Taking someone from a pedestal of perfection and tearing them down to less than a peasant. Removing people because they didn't do what I wanted. And when told "no",…
Alone
Another night. Another lonely night. There's peace when you're next to me. There's security. When you're gone, it's quiet. It's dark. It's... not the same. Something has happened and it's unsettling that I'm alright with it. I'm yours. There's no more fighting that... But do you know that you hold the best part of me?…
Oh Hey…
Oh hey, I love you. I know that forward but I feel like if I were to every leave this world unexpected. I would want you to know how much you meant to me. Your cologne is stained in my hair, I can still feel your skin on my finger tips and your eyes are…
Well… What now?
Something has happened... I feel. I feel everything. I see. I see everything. I hear. I hear everything. And it all because you have come into my life. You're presence, it draws my attention. The thought of you, it makes me focus. The longing for you, it draws me near. This is happening. What now?
.simple.
This morning I get to work and I'm sitting here thinking, "wow, I really shared a lot with this person" The more I thought the more the tears started to well up in my eyes. I haven't know him for very long and there is a lot that I don't know about him. I haven't…
Time for change.
I took a chance. This weekend was a huge step for me. I've been under the weather the last couple days and there's been a lot of time to think. It's time to let go of things that could never be, things that aren't good for me either. A lifestyle change. It's time I start…
Us Woman…
Tonight my roommate/best friend came home. I left the garage light on like a good friend... Well I thought I was being a good friend. Turns out when you leave a light on for someone, you are also expected to walk outside and turn it off. As she walked up the way to the door,…
sMiLe =)
Change is coming. I feel free. Real. Alive. Finding yourself is the longest commitment you make. My mind changes, things happen. Morals are forever. Break those and you'll never forget. Stay true to you. Refuse to sink. Hold steady. Let your compass guide you home. Live this Life. & sTaY yOu!!!
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