So Much…

So much and in so little time. I don't get this. I don't understand it and in ways I don't want to understand it. There's a side of me that is hidden, there's a side that I don't show unless it's forced out. This afternoon, it came out. For years I've been the black sheep.…

Christmas

"don't you mean OUR house" "my second and last wife" I had it all gone. All the memories. All the lies. It was gone. Then you came back, you made it easy. You opened a door for a new beginning to an old flame. You chose to light that flame. Then you put it out…

Only Child.

"I don't wanna share!" It's funny coming from a family where your siblings are so much older than you. So much older that they didn't even grow up in the same house that I did. So in a way, I was raised as an only child. Which means what? That I have a closer relationship with…