Doesn't just come from a boy or girlfriend, it can come from a father. Tonight I received a call. Grow-up. What have I done for you. Don't ask for anything anymore. Ungrateful. Aggravation. The cause for every wrong move. Better hold on to your ass. You're trying to be friends. You want to stand up…
“Thinking of you”
My give a damn is really busted. I really thought that maybe I would get over what happened and give like a third chance but I really don't think that is going to happen. I'm ok forgetting everything happened. That switch has been turned off, I'm just done. Ready to move on to bigger and…
Today I learned something…
Well I decided that I wasn't just going to have you tell my family how you feel. So I texted you... That was dumb. I find that history is repeating it's self. Someone who gave you everything you ever wanted, the lust, the lack of arguments, instant apology. Someone who is terrified to lose you.…
Christmas
"don't you mean OUR house" "my second and last wife" I had it all gone. All the memories. All the lies. It was gone. Then you came back, you made it easy. You opened a door for a new beginning to an old flame. You chose to light that flame. Then you put it out…
Amnesia
It happened again... I opened up, it was only for a second but he saw the opportunity and he took it. He was let in, saw the real me again, only for a second but that was enough. "I love you" "I can't do this to her... or you" That's just it. I'm always second.…
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