My hand is still bruised from the door that mouthed off when I was angry. My ego is bruised from losing my temper again. I don't know how to keep it locked up. It's overflowing with emotions and I'm so angry. When we're little, we think that our parents have it all figured out. We…
Jessi Combs | Legend
For years- I have been impressed with this woman. But why? Was it her fierce freedom? Inspiring young woman to do whatever the hell they wanted without fear of being told "you're a girl, you can't do that"? Was it her smile? Her "vibe"? Legends NEVER die. She was all of that and more. Today…
Here we are….
There's something that happened... self realization. Tantrums, outbursts, impulsive behavior. Understanding the last 29 years of life. Not only understanding but now trying to improve it. Taking someone from a pedestal of perfection and tearing them down to less than a peasant. Removing people because they didn't do what I wanted. And when told "no",…
Alone
Another night. Another lonely night. There's peace when you're next to me. There's security. When you're gone, it's quiet. It's dark. It's... not the same. Something has happened and it's unsettling that I'm alright with it. I'm yours. There's no more fighting that... But do you know that you hold the best part of me?…
Oh Hey…
Oh hey, I love you. I know that forward but I feel like if I were to every leave this world unexpected. I would want you to know how much you meant to me. Your cologne is stained in my hair, I can still feel your skin on my finger tips and your eyes are…
Well… What now?
Something has happened... I feel. I feel everything. I see. I see everything. I hear. I hear everything. And it all because you have come into my life. You're presence, it draws my attention. The thought of you, it makes me focus. The longing for you, it draws me near. This is happening. What now?
I’m working…
As I try to be successful I study things like this... Don't fear alone time. Don't dwell on the past. Don't feel the worlds owes you. Don't expect immediate results. Don't worry about pleasing everyone. Don't waste time feelings sorry for your self. Don't waste energy on things you can't control. Don't let others influence…
I think…
I started writing on this site about 4 or 5 years ago and my reason for doing this was to get it all out there and let it go... So, here we go. I have my private posts because they are something that I can see and I can go back to so I remember…
Today
As I was walking out on the lot today I noticed something. And not just anything, I noticed a dead bird laying in the parking lot. I took the time to kneel down and actually see the corpse of the bird and I felt a sadness fall over me. There's a beauty to this life…
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