I'm sitting at my desk looking in the manager's office and I see this woman, She's wearing a North Face jacket, has a huge Coach purse and wearing the latest UGG boots. What is this woman doing you wonder, well she's trying to find a way to get her vehicle fixed, for free. Yes, a…
Trying something new…
Here goes... A few months ago I met this guy who came in with his brother to buy a car. Super cool guy, wasn't really looking for anything. Then a couple of months later I ran into that same guy at a local bar. I was curious. Messaged his brother and pulled a lame excuse…
“Thinking of you”
My give a damn is really busted. I really thought that maybe I would get over what happened and give like a third chance but I really don't think that is going to happen. I'm ok forgetting everything happened. That switch has been turned off, I'm just done. Ready to move on to bigger and…
All Hallows’ Eve
Trick or treat smell my feet! It's Halloween in a small town. All the kids will be out dressed at their favorite animals and superheros and running up and down the street begging for just another candy bar. They'll come to your door and say with such delight "TRICK OR TREAT!!!" I've never really been…
Today I learned something…
Well I decided that I wasn't just going to have you tell my family how you feel. So I texted you... That was dumb. I find that history is repeating it's self. Someone who gave you everything you ever wanted, the lust, the lack of arguments, instant apology. Someone who is terrified to lose you.…
Christmas
"don't you mean OUR house" "my second and last wife" I had it all gone. All the memories. All the lies. It was gone. Then you came back, you made it easy. You opened a door for a new beginning to an old flame. You chose to light that flame. Then you put it out…
Amnesia
It happened again... I opened up, it was only for a second but he saw the opportunity and he took it. He was let in, saw the real me again, only for a second but that was enough. "I love you" "I can't do this to her... or you" That's just it. I'm always second.…
Black Diamond…
I've been looking more and more at such beautiful stones. The strength of such a beautiful stone is yet darker than the souls of 1000 sinners. However for a commitment ring, is it fitting? I believe so. Two sinners have put their past aside and decided to move on with one another. We understand each…
Provocative thought of the day…
I found something very entertaining while I was sitting in the airport this morning. Men, they can get away with so much. "I'm good with the ladies" and we all laugh. It seemed as though we all thought it was cute that he said such a thing... Are men just the puppies of our lives?…
What does it mean?
Alright let's take a step back for a moment... A lot had happened in the last few weeks... I mean A LOT. But getting back to the basics... What is love? Now don't get me wrong, I know we all have our own definitions of the four letter word... But what do I believe love…
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