Something is happening. A total shut down. I am closed off but I'm open to the rest of the world. I'm funny again. I'm confident again. I have a pain in my chest but I know it's going to fade. I know it's all going to be ok because I will heal this time. I…
What now?
Monday struck with truth. I had made a promise to be honest with another human but what about myself? Was I truly being honest with myself and my situation? There was a lot that I was holding on to and it wasn't because of that person, it was because it was things that I had…
I’m working…
As I try to be successful I study things like this... Don't fear alone time. Don't dwell on the past. Don't feel the worlds owes you. Don't expect immediate results. Don't worry about pleasing everyone. Don't waste time feelings sorry for your self. Don't waste energy on things you can't control. Don't let others influence…
16 Min
Yes, I have 16 minutes before I have to punch back in. When I think about this and the fact that I HAVE to punch in, I HAVE to punch out... Well I mean if I want to keep my job I do... When you think of the choices in our day to day, what…
Gut Feelings?
There's the saying of always trusting your gut right? You're supposed to trust your gut when it comes to the poeple that you meet, the situations that you get into and the everyday experiences that we call life... We are supposed to trust our gut instinct. What if I don't know anymore what it feels…
I think…
I started writing on this site about 4 or 5 years ago and my reason for doing this was to get it all out there and let it go... So, here we go. I have my private posts because they are something that I can see and I can go back to so I remember…
The confusion…
I know I've been a pain. I know that something has been off with my attitude now when I see something. What the reason you wonder? Why such an aggressive approach? A month ago I was put through a really tough, a really heart braking 72 or so hours. I cried, I accepted, I cried…
I’m doing it!
So here I go. I'm going to write something... I sit here confused... I was just asked why I brought my ipad to work. Almost like being scolded for using your own toys. Just didn't feel right. I've had a couple unusual events happen this week. I guess I'm searching for open communication. No surprises,…
When I just can’t
Why do I come here. Why do I chose this one. When I just can't see, when I just can't understand and when I don't have the strength or the patience to do so. I'm frustrated at the ones who walk around like they own the place, spitting orders and telling others to do things…
New Years
It's that time again... Where woman say they are going to loose 10lbs, men say they are going to settle down and children just hope to stay up late so they can brag to all their friends when break is over. But what about the real world? What's something you would actually like to see…
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