Something happens when we part. It's cold. It's painful. It's a tear. My motivation fades and my chest sinks. Until I'm back in your arms, I will be restless. Until I can feel your warmth, I will be frigid. Until I can be in the presence of you love, all i'll feel is unsettling angst.…

It happened. I was there. The fire ignited and it was... deadly. The burns that come after are healing. It'll take time, but they're healing. We chased it. We wanted to feel it. We ignited it. When a fire burns, it needs oxygen. I needed oxygen months ago. My lungs had been emptied filling yours.…

Is it the hand through the hair? Is it the way you strike a pose right after? Or is it the humming of a classic tune under your breath? What makes you the most complicated yet simple man I have ever met? It's the head bobbing, the animalistic noises you make when you eat. It's…

Today isn't easy. I miss you. Today, I really miss you. There was hours of silence, nothing. Although everything was fine... The silence without you here is deafening. Frightening even. I just miss you. I worry about when you come home. I don't know that I will be able to hide my tears of relief.…

What the hell has happened. A shift. An earthquake. A new beginning. Since you've been back, something has changed in me. I understand what I have to do and I'm just doing it. No question. "Where would you be right now if it wasn't for me?" A question meant as a joke but when thought…