So here I go. I’m going to write something… 

I sit here confused… I was just asked why I brought my ipad to work. Almost like being scolded for using your own toys. Just didn’t feel right. 

I’ve had a couple unusual events happen this week. I guess I’m searching for open communication. No surprises, no hidden addendas just openness and honesty. 

But how do I communicate that without sounding like the communication we have sucks? Because it doesn’t… it just needs a little more work. 

I feel like since I started seeing a therapist, you feel like you are not needed. That’s not the case ata all. I need you more than ever to help me implement the ideas that have been shared with me. There are things that she has taught me that I know could help you as well. I guess sometime when I talk to you about it and then try to make it work you throw it in my face a little. 

Boundaries. I started reading a book about them that my therapist had recommend and then there was something that cam up and I asked you to respect my boundaries and all of a sudden, I’m using the word too much. I didn’t like that and I haven’t brought it up since. 

I love you to death. I would do anything for you.  Making these compromises is no problem but when it comes to my mental health and communication, I’m working on a balance and I need your help…