There’s this pain in my chest.
There’s this anger in my head.
My eye’s are constantly welling up.

I hate my choice. I hate that I wanted to walk away. I hate how alone I felt but I hate myself more.

I could have just shut up and been okay with what was happening. I could have kept my heart on lock down and ignored the feelings… but now all I know is everything was true.

My feelings are real. Everything about this burn is real.

I want so bad to take it all back, just ignore what I said. I don’t want out, babe I want back in. I want your arms back around me, I want your eyes back on me and I want those lips to just meet mine and make it all okay. Just tell me everything is going to be okay.

I need you still.