I'm hooked... but I'm happy. There's a joy you bring to my soul, a sense of happiness. Your eyes meet mine and I melt. You've saved me many times and I'll never be able to repay you but I will try by showing my appreciation and giving you a feeling you won't find anywhere else.…

There's this pain in my chest. There's this anger in my head. My eye's are constantly welling up. I hate my choice. I hate that I wanted to walk away. I hate how alone I felt but I hate myself more. I could have just shut up and been okay with what was happening. I…