Today has been a very slow day. With these slow days comes a certain attention to detail. Managers look at you while you WAIT for someone to come in. Like we are supposed to generate some sort of presence here. They look at you with this deep disappointing look when you don't have something to do.…
Terrified
This day is terrifying. Never in my life did I think I would be here. But I guess that's what life is about. Everything is thrown at you all at once and it's God's way of testing our strength... Today, I'm weak. I feel sick and nervous and my emotions are all over the place.…
Done.
Just done. I'm over the annoying chatter. I'm done with the snake like lingering everywhere. I'm over the noise. I'm done trying to leave everything at the door when it comes home with me every night. Just done. What will I do? Who will I turn to? When can this change? I do want to…
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