The way it feels. The rush, that high. Something about the blood pumping, and hearts racing, it feels like a drug. I'm due to overdose. It's an addiction that I crave. A rush I feel spontaneously with just the thought of you. When our lips touch, the sparks keep flying. When you hand caresses my…
Cry
Just do it already. Let it all out. I've been patient and I've waited but this is getting exhausting. To sit here, all day and do nothing. Watch the others get hand out after hand out and watch your number stay the same. IT'S SO FRUSTRATING Not only is it frustrating but it's wearing on…
Patient
I know I already said that I wasn't going to do a New Years resolution, but someone brought something up to me, one word to focus on all year. One word that can impact many areas of our lives, one word a year. Over time, I have noticed my biggest weakness is patience, I rarely…
Sometimes I do, sometimes I don’t
Pondering today if this is the right path for me. Bundled up beyond belief waiting for the clock to strike 8 and thinking, "where do I want to be in this company in 5-10 years? This answer is, literally no where. The sales managers work ridiculous hours and literally deal with crazy demands daily, the…
Just thinking… Again
We put our best out there. Explain our truths, our lies and why we are flawed. Divulge our secrets, let down our mask and breath. But just for a moment. Then the wall goes up. The sentences are short. Words get colder and secrets are never spoken of. The moments we allow ourselves to give…
To Change or Remain the Same…
I have an opportunity. I have a chance to do something fun, something that I have done before, something where I can really be myself and get paid for it. Isn't that really what we want out of life? To get paid based on qualities you already have and not having to pretend that you…
2.0.1.5
New years resolution? I'll pass. In the last year I have been broken down, unloved and reborn a stronger person. I may have put my heart out there too many times and I may have allowed myself to believe that the fairy-tale of life is real. But I wouldn't take back that heartache, that pain…
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