My give a damn is really busted.

I really thought that maybe I would get over what happened and give like a third chance but I really don’t think that is going to happen.

I’m ok forgetting everything happened. That switch has been turned off, I’m just done. Ready to move on to bigger and better things.

I’m ready to focus on my life. My dreams and my goals. Hell, if I find someone along the way that just “fits” into my life then that’s perfect but I’m done putting myself out there for someone else to decide if I’m worth it. I’m in charge of my feelings and my emotions. No one can stand in my way of making myself happy first. Call it selfish, call it greed but I’m taking a stand against tradition.

For years women have been betrothed to men, the men take their pick of which woman they wish to create new life with. Bullshit. I have a voice and I will be heard. I won’t roll over for another human to just take control of, I’ve stood on my own two feet and I will continue to do so.

This life is mine, my dreams are mine for the taking and my love is under lock and key.

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