We had a moment.
A moment of weakness.

I felt so confused at what was going on and where I stood on everything and I just couldn’t open up. I couldn’t let go. Then he said something, something that brought it all out. He was blunt, he was honest and that blew me away.

At that moment I let it all out.
I cried, I felt the emotion, I felt the pain, I felt the love.

I haven’t let myself feel anything in a long time and by letting it all go, I don’t think he realizes that there’s a few years of devotion and appreciation built up just ready to break through.

Later that night we were spending our last few hours together just talking and letting it all out. We stopped though, just for a few minutes and stared into one another’s eyes, I have never seen what I saw that night.

First of all the earth just stopped, everything was still. I couldn’t hear a thing, I couldn’t move, I just wanted to stay like that forever. Then I saw what story books and fairy tales had talked about and that I had ready about for years, I saw my future. I felt… I felt safe, secure, protected, appreciated, cared for, but I felt loved.

It was the most incredible thing I had ever experienced in my life. I will never forget that night, the night that superman broke down my walls and stared into my soul and stole my heart.